My Caring Hero

As written by Nurul Nabilah binti Mohd Nasir in her FaceBook....

3mac2015

*a child with a big heart*

I was touched. Just now I was pretending to cry in front of Alif. I was dazzled by his reaction.

Me: *insert crying sound*
Alif: Nape Ty Bell nangis?
Me: *keep on crying*
Alif: Abang ada, jangan nangis.
Me: *keep on crying*
Alif: Abang ada, jangan nangis. *while touching my shoulder*
Me: *keep on crying*
Alif: Abang ada, jangan nangis. *while touching my shoulder* Abang tengah makan ni. Abang ada. Jangan nangis okay?

Luluh jiwa raga. That's how I should treat him when he's crying, shouldn't add more tears.

Tompoq Tom, Noor Aziana Mohd Salleh, you own a big soul boy. (Naeim belum tunjuk bakat lagi).

Sungguh, bukan bila dah nikah, bukan bila dah ada anak baru nak amal doa yang dari surah Al Furqan ayat 74. Jom amalkan dari sekarang. Semoga Allah perkenankan doa kita. Aamiin.

Being away from Alif... Most of the time... But my wife always keep me updated with the stories of my boys... Alif always use that line "A'eim, jangan nangis, abang kan ada" to Naeim whenever his little brother cries... I heard it myself while driving on my way home with them few months back...
Yes, Alif now 2 years, 7months old... and that line has been use ince he started speaking a full sentence of 3-4 words... Alhamdulillah...
May Allah protect this Resident of Heaven and keep that noble heart unscratched... Amiin..

Vaksin Hepatitis B - Sharing #1

Muhammad Alif Firdaus disambut gembira oleh kami 17Aug2012. Semua berjalan seperti bayi2 lain... tapi selepas 6 bulan, aku dipertemukan dengan soalan cabaran berkait isu vaksin. Bermulalah perjalanan baru aku sebagai seorang pelajar mencari ilmu tentang penyakit-penyakit yang divaksin...
Blog ini akan SHARE apa-apa info yang dirasakan berasas untuk dikongsi...

dibaca dari
http://myquran.org/forum/index.php?topic=71692.45
satu pos yang agak compelte explain tentang Hepatitis B...

(NaturalNews) vaksin hepatitis B telah disetujui untuk semua bayi AS ketika lahir, tetapi apakah itu benar-benar aman? Untuk vaksinasi "pencegahan", jumlah komplikasi yang terkait dengan vaksinasi hepatitis B cukup mengejutkan. Bahkan, sejumlah peer-review studi telah menemukan hubungan antara vaksinasi hep B dan kematian bayi baik di AS dan Eropa. Dengan hubungan ke sindrom kematian bayi mendadak (SIDS), multiple sclerosis, dan banyak gangguan autoimun kronis, beberapa dokter berbicara mengungkapkan  bahaya vaksin hep B.

Dr Jane Orient dari Asosiasi Dokter Amerika dan Bedah (AAPS) bersaksi kepada Kongres Amerika mengenai bahaya kesehatan yang parah yang berhubungan dengan inokulasi hepatitis B, yang menyatakan: "Bagi kebanyakan anak, risiko reaksi vaksin yang serius mungkin 100 kali lebih besar daripada risiko terjangkit penyakit hepatitis B. "

Hepatitis B adalah infeksi virus yang terutama targetnya pada hati, dan menyebar melalui kontak langsung dengan cairan tubuh - terutama darah dan air mani. Hepatitis B adalah sebagian besar ditularkan melalui pilihan gaya hidup seperti seks tanpa kondom atau berbagi penggunaan suntikan jarum narkoba, dan Ini bukanlah kondisi penyakit yang berhubungan dengan bayi baru lahir, atau kebanyakan orang. Karena keputusan aneh untuk memvaksinasi bayi yang baru lahir dengan tembakan hep B dan sejumlah faktor lain, orang telah mempertanyakan keamanan dan efektivitas vaksinasi hep B selama bertahun-tahun. 

sumber: http://www.naturalnews.com/032579_hepatitis_B_vaccines.html
http://www.uscfc.uscourts.gov/sites/default/files/CAMPBELL-SMITH.HARRIS032311.pdf
http://childhealthsafety.wordpress.com/2011/04/25/us-concedes-hep-b-causes-lupus/
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/21496754
http://www.ama-assn.org/amednews/2011/05/02/hlsb0502.htm
http://www.nvic.org/nvic-archives/newsletter/untoldstory.aspx
http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2008/01/02/hepatitis-b-vaccine-part-four.aspx


Lebih detail tentang Hepatitis B

Penyakit ini dapat menyebabkan sirosis hati maupun kanker hati. Namun, virus ini menular melalui hubungan seksual. Orang-orang berisiko tinggi terkena penyakit hepatitis B (yang ditularkan melalui kontak langsung dengan cairan tubuh orang yang terinfeksi) adalah pengguna narkoba, pelacur, tahanan, dan pelaku kelainan sex. 

Secara vertikal, cara penularan vertikal terjadi dari Ibu yang mengidap virus Hepatitis B kepada bayi yang dilahirkan yaitu pada saat persalinan atau segera setelah persalinan.

Secara horisontal, dapat terjadi akibat penggunaan alat suntik yang tercemar, tindik telinga, tusuk jarum, transfusi darah, penggunaan pisau cukur dan sikat gigi secara bersama-sama (Hanya jika penderita memiliki penyakit mulut (sariawan, gusi berdarah,dll) atau luka yang mengeluarkan darah) serta hubungan seksual dengan penderita.

Bayi yang mempunyai resiko terkena penyakit ini hanyalah bayi yang lahir dari ibu yang positif mengidap Hepatitis B. dan hanya kelompok itu yang beresiko, bukan yang lain.

 Pada tahun 1996, lima puluh empat kasus yang dilaporkan kepada Pusat Pengendalian Penyakit (di Amerika) pada kelompok usia dibawah 1 tahun. Sedangkan pada saat bersamaan, ada 3,9 juta bayi yang lahir pada tahun itu sehingga kejadian hepatitis B hanya 0,001%. Jadi apakah kejadian ini merupakan wabah berbahaya sehingga vaksin benar-benar diperlukan? 

90 sampai 95% dari semua kasus hepatitis B sembuh sepenuhnya setelah 3 sampai 4 minggu menderita mual, kelelahan, sakit kepala, arthritis, sakit kuning dan hati lembut. Sekitar 50% dari pasien yang terkena Hepatitis B tidak menunjukkan gejala setelah terinveksi. Bahkan, setelah terinveksi dipastikan mereka akan memiliki kekebalan seumur hidup. Sedang yang 30% mengalami gejala mirip flu saja, dan lagi, kelompok ini akan memperoleh kekebalan seumur hidup. Dari 20% sisanya yang terkena Hepatitis B akan memperlihatkan gejala penyakit. 95% dari 20% ini akan sepenuhnya pulih, dengan kekebalan seumur hidup. Oleh karena itu, kurang dari 5% dari orang yang terkena hepatitis B akan menjadi infeksi kronis. 

Vaksin Hepatitis B dibiakkan dalam ragi roti. Vaksin ini mengandung formaldehyde (penyebab kanker) dan mengandung 95 persen antigen permukaan virus hepatitis B, 4 persen protein ragi, dan aluminium hidroksida. Sekitar 17 persen dari semua orang yang divaksinasi hepatitis B disusul oleh laporan akan adanya kelelahan dan kelemahan, sakit kepala, arthritis dan demam lebih dari 100 F. Vaksin ini dapat menyebabkan kematian, menurut laporan Institute of Medicine pada tahun 1994.

Vaksin Hepatitis B Dikembangkan pada tahun 1987, pertama kali disuntikkan pada bayi berusia dua belas jam . Dengan harapan akan melindungi mereka ketika mereka lebih tua. Vaksin ini Awalnya ditargetkan untuk pengguna narkoba yang menggunakan jarum suntik sembarangan, tetapi ketika mereka tidak mau datang untuk disuntik imunisasi, akhirnya CDC memutuskan untuk menyuntik imunisasi anak-anak sebelum mereka mulai menjadi "pemakai". Padahal CDC Fact Sheet (lembar fakta dari CDC) pada penyakit hepatitis B tidak menyertakan bayi yang baru lahir sebagai kelompok risiko untuk penyakit itu. Jadi, dengan kata lain, hampir setiap bayi yang baru lahir di AS sekarang disambut ke dunia dengan suntikan vaksin terhadap penyakit menular seksual yang tidak beresiko pada bayi. Semua ini karena mereka tidak bisa mendapatkan pecandu, pelacur, heteroseksual promiscuous dan homoseksual (yang mereka ini berada pada risiko tinggi terkena hepatitis) untuk mengambil vaksin. Inilah esensi dari program vaksinasi universal hepatitis B.

silahkan baca artikel lanjutannya di: http://vaccinetruth.org/page_11.htm

maaf post ini ditulis dari Indonesia, tapi pembaca Melayu Malaysia boleh faham in general rasanya....

Procrastination

Procrastination. It is bad. It is negative. It is evil. It fails you. It got you no where. It stops you.
In Malay, it is berlengah-lengah. Or Bertangguh-tangguh.
“Biarlah dulu.”
“Nanti lah saya buat”
“Sekejap lagi lah”
“Esok lah”
“Maybe next time”
“Not now”
“Hmmm tengoklah”
Semua ayat ini digunakan untuk procrastinate. And I am not surprised I am using them a lot. Yes. LOTSSSS of time in my life. It was done by the subconscious mind. Minda luar kawal. It became habit. You don’t realise you are VERY good at practising procrastination. You are great procrastinator. Amazing!!!
And recall back to that point, I’d just noticed I’ve been delayed, or been behind schedule for 2 years plus. Yes 2 years. By who? By me. Yes, me!
The last time I consciously decide to get it done now, was when I decided to get married. Yup. After that mission accomplished, I unconsciously did not do anything much in my life anymore. I went with the flow. Few things missed out. Opportunities passed by.
Of course married life is great. But it could have been better if I took charge MORE in OTHER ASPECT of the life. But that was again, unconsciously ignored.

Back to the title. What is behind this habit called procrastinate?
There are always excuses. Yes, excuses to not do it NOW. Do it later. Somewhen that is not now. Whenever as long as not now.
Lazy is closely related to procrastinate. And half of the time is part of the excuse.
“ah I’m lazy lah now”
“malas la sekarang”
“tunggu la aku rajin”
There are more excuses, but I will elaborate more about excuses in post named “excuses” itself.
So?? Do it now. If you are not sure how, go ask NOW how. No one to ask, JUST DO IT.

Speaking of just do it, detail people argue that this act means the doer has no plan. Thus, there is another excuse, it is not planned yet. I will do it once I’ve planned it.
Well you are being unfair to yourself, cruelly put yourself stagnant at a point less worth staying. When you are procrastinator, waiting for a plan – usually for a PERFECT (which is impossible) plan- will forever be your excuse. And this excuse repeats itself forever because perfect is impossible. When you are procrastinator, you don’t need plan. you just need ACT. Go do it. Because procrastinator only have one plan, plan to delay. Yes it is so true.
Plan less, act more, you’ll fine tune the plan along the way.

Allah menegur umat manusia tentang masa dalam Al-Quran...

surah Al-Asr,

Demi Masa! Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian - Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan kesabaran.

Tanjung Pagar

Tersentap sungguh aku bila TERtengok Majalah3 9July2011 yang mendokumentarikan perkhidmatan keretapi Tanah Melayu terakhir ke/dari Tanjung Pagar, last beroperasi 30Jun2011.

Aku tak pernah tahu NILAI Tanjung Pagar, sehinggalah aku sendiri menjejakkan kaki ke stesen keretapi penuh sejarah itu pada 18Mei 2011.

The story goes….

AKu ada company training di Singapore pada 18Mei… Malamnya, aku naik tren KTM, dari KL Sentral, tak dapat tiket berkatil, so aku tidur duduk sepanjang perjalanan. Sampai di Woodland sekitar 7am. Dan Tanjung Pagar lebih kurang jam 8 lebih.

Sebaik keluar dari tren, aku rasa umpama bermimpi.Bangunan yang menjadi stesen tren ini.... sungguh.... sungguh istimewa... sungguh unik... aku rase bagaikan aku baru sahaja turun dari sebuah kapsul masa, menjengah ke tahun 60an-70an... Bangunan, warna, pencahayaan, juga kedai makan yang ada, LANGSUNGA TIDAK DITELAN ZAMAN. Langsung tidak terkesan walaupon Singapura telah pesat membangun. Bangunan stesen keretapi Tanjung Pagar, kekal di abad ke20. Aku kagum..... Terasa aura keistimewaan stesen. As simple as that.

Aku mengambil tren pulang pada jam 10mlm 18Mei itu juga. So, sekali lagi kakiku memijak lantai bangunan kolonial yang menyimpan sejuta sejarah itu, sekali lagi bulu romaku meremang. Ia sungguh istimewa.

Lebih mengejutkan aku, sewaktu beratur memasuki tren, aku lihat bendera Malaysia yang banyak. Kemudian kuterlihat KASTAM DI-RAJA MALAYSIA. Apakah ini? Baruku faham, ku rasa, Tanjung Pagar masih dimiliki Malaysia, menjadi satu-satunya aset Malaysia yang masih milik Malaysia di tanah Temasik ini. Selepas melalui kastam Malaysia, lalu pula kastam Singapura. Kemudian di Woodland, baru paspot di-cop untuk sah KELUAR Singapura.

Aku dapat tiket berkatil untuk perjalanan pulang, justeru aku dapat tidur lena, suatu pengalaman istimewa, tidur dalam tren atas katil, dengan selesa hinggalah sampai ke KL. Tidak kusangka itulah kali terakhir aku dapat merasai pengalaman indah di stesen Tanjung Pagar.

Sempat otakku berkira-kira. Singapura pernah menjadi sebahagian Malaysia. Tapi sebaik Singapura merdeka, tidak kusangka, Tanjung Pagar kekal menjadi sejarah istimewa. 1932-2011, itulah tempoh operasi tren dari Tanjung Pagar, merentasi tanah Malaya. Ia melalui zaman perang, zaman penjajahan, zaman perjuangan kemerdekaan, Tanah Malaya, malah menjadi sebahagian Singapura yang merdeka, dan menjejak zaman millenium, barulah ia berhenti.

Persoalan yang masih tiada jawapan konkrit dariku, kenapa bendera Malaysia memenuhi ruang menaiki tren di Tanjung Pagar? Adakah itu tanah kita? Tanah Malaysia? Mengapa KTM telah berhenti? Adakah ia bererti Tanjung Pagar juga telah bertukar milik?

Walau apa pun, padaku, Tanjung Pagar sangat bererti, biarpun aku hanya pernah SEKALI ke sana. Istimewa. Dan aku tidak bersendirian. Menerusi Majalah3 hari tu juga, pada pekerja KTM di Tanjung Pagar juga berkongsi perasaan yang sama. Dapat kurasakan aura perasaan yang sama lahir dari getar suara mereka ketika berkongsi pengalaman dan pendapat dengan penutupan Tanjung Pagar.

Tren terakhir datang dan pergi dari Tanjung Pagar sekitar 11malam, 30 Jun 2011 (kira-kira 6 minggu selepas kunjunganku).

Tanjung Pagar, dalam kenangan.

gallery:

the ticket

now u see what I'm talkin about?

and, the comfy bed!!

Living A Childhood Dream

Have you ever fulfilled any of your childhood dream?

How does it feel?

Do you feel how the blood flows to the whole muscle and your brain so peacefully.

It is a mind therapy, really.

It is so exciting, that you remember I how excited you were as a kid. Really.

After been inactive blogging, 4months… Lots have changed in my life…. Maybe not much, but it is a change that I can really feel.

Workin life is not that hard, not that bad. And I kinda like it quite much. Will share about the change in life in another post maybe, but will brag about living a childhood dream this time.

I recall sometimes when I was 7 to 15(or less), it such an exciting thing to see big bikes in a big group passing by abah’s car, or passing by wherever we (me and sisters/family) are…

And as a child, getting excited with what we see is incomplete without a feeling to do the same. A dream. “Angan-angan” skeptical people call. But “impian“ for those who are daring enough to put it as a goal in life. Ops, better stop, I can brag specific about this in another post itself.

So, here I am living a dream. A bikers or a rider is me now. Riding a not so big, yet too big to call small bike (kapcai we call it) to office and back everyday…. And go for ride/tour/convoy in the weekend, it just a dream comes true, literally.

I have hundreds of dreams, that I will definitely make it true – with God’s permission InsyaAllah!!

So, yea. Now I have a Kawasaki ZX2R (official name). It is more known as Ninja 250. 250 tells its cc. Ninja is the famous name since their older brother era.

Despite the small cc (below 250 actually, 249), that allows rider with B2 license to drive it, Ninja’s body kit made it look really big, superbike looks. Awesome!! And, with it’s price, very cheap for a superbike, it become a must for beginner to superbike world.

Despite Kawasaki is abah’s unfavored motor brand, but since Ninja is the only 250 in Malaysia market, so be it. For me to wait to be qualified to own a CBR600, it might take too long, so why wait when I am qualified now? And, mathematically, I only suitable for CBR600 3 years from now, well by that time I will still buy CBR, but I can still enjoy my NOW time, with this Baby Superbike!!

When I say dream come true, and the feels in it, I refer to go ride with big groups. The biggest I had so far was ride to MotoGP 2010, organized by Kawasaki, so all models were there. 300 bikes involved. From Titiwangsa to Sepang, 2 lane formation, all junctions blocked, the feeling while riding was superb! The pride…. It just not explainable.

That ride was the moment I realize, I AM LIVING MY CHILDHOOD DREAM. Yes I am. That was the moment I feel the pure adrenaline, a blissful one, bursting into my every living cells.

I now know, this is it. This is one the things that I dreamt when I was so young, so innocent, when all the WANTS are pure from heart, no bad intention what so ever. It is a sincere want, admiration, nothing to do with lust nor other hidden agenda.

And I remember what have I experienced since riding my sportbike, even from my first ever convoy, just 5 bikes, for balik raya trip. Even at 80kph, when bumped with family car on the highway, the kids wave at us… the feeling is just soooo beautiful…. It recalls the childhood memory when I did the same. Undescribable.

Noticing that, made me believe, with a little courage, mix with some commitment, whatever my dream is, is possible. Very possible. And actually it is not that hard, quite simple, easy. All you have to do, is just DO. Really, simple as that.

Since 2003, I was lucky to meet people who believe in grabbing the dreams. That kept me the strong believe too. But, I would say here, once you commit, you will see miracle.

I am lucky to be able to make a brave decision, after just 2 months working, to commit to buy bike, which not many people support the idea, where they “rational”ly think that I better buy an affordable car (MyVi as example) which I DON’T WANT. Why should I buy and use something I don’t want, and not even desperately needed. From that one big decision, sufficient effort were put, and that’s it, it comes real, despite some hiccups in the process(why worry, there’s always challenge to get anything isn’t it?).

And ever since owning it, boring is not a usual word to me anymore.

I am enjoying this dream in the awaken life, not sleeping. This is really something. I believe it is something to everyone, when you can live in your dream in real life. Whatever your dream is.

Adios. Good luck!!

First Week of the First Job

Job start 1june.
Arrive office 815, office hour 830. wah wah semangat dtg awal. ahaha.
Ada lagi sorang new staff, ijad budak jenjarom, tp dia masuk PITech, bukan Foxboro. nevermind. Kak Anne bawak kitorg utk introduction. Sign offer letter. Tp thats all for me becos dia ckp aku kena start training arini, no orientation for me. wah wah, bz tol keje aku ni ek, kena start trus. masuk training rupenye train guna software DynSim, similar function as HYSYS for dynamic simulation. Hmmm....OK...
nak dijadikan cerita, aku dibawak oleh sorang ni name dia shafinaz, and rupenye dia lah yg aku contact first2 dulu masa nk tanya how to apply keje dgn foxboro. menarik!! so now dia sama department dgn aku, i think same position too.
oh, forgot to tell, department aku semua perempuan kecuali aku, and bos, en. muzafar. Even sampai end of week, aku lom jumpe bos aku nih.
lepak dgn manager department sebelah (poppye), kenal plak dgn eric, staff sister company foxboro, ala, company bawak PIC gak laa...dia mcm cool.
2nd day sampai lewat, tp masih allowable time la. ok no prob. since aku attending training yg all other participants are clients (petronas (PGB, penapisan), misi setia (MSOG)), so meals are provided. 4 kali. woh!! haha. so, 2nd day, lunch kt Thai restaurant nearby, joined by en. Irwan. aku cam confuse sapa dia ni kan, mcm gempak. tp bos ke? rupenye, dia country manager invensys (JV company with foxboro), ok. and from the lunch trip, i found out seat belakang BMW 5series sempit. it is spacious, tp design seat dia buat jadi sempit.
basicly now aku tau, position aku solution/sales engineer. keje aku generally to create sale la, sbb tu aku masuk bisnes development department (BDD).
khamis, 3rd day, esok cuti. haha. menarix!! nothing much today.
other than that, even during training aku still receive phone calls for interview, and even better, JuruRubcoil yg hampeh tu call utk offer keje. haha. no thank you ok!! life is good so far. i mean minus the fact still bawak honda wave 100, and kena hujan. after all it is fine. by logic, nak angkat ninja 250 dlm masa terdekat. saje upgrade power besar sket kasi convy...tp ducati mcm menggoda dgn ganasnye....hmm...bersabar ye tom. hehe.

Real offer

Baru je aku dok update pasal interviews yg aku x pegi tu...
sambungan....
khamis 20may, pagi2 lg dpt call, foxboro, offer the sales engineer position. 1 jun start. so settle la semua problem aku....walaupun isnin depan ada interview lg, engineer position gak....tp rasenye, this is it lah....consider done to me.decide utk blk kg.
jumaat balik....
rehat2 kt umah....
pikir2 pasal nk dok mane...usha2 rumah sewa online....pk2 pasal transpot etc....
isnin 24May dpt call lagi, company dr Kulim lak....phone interview la....aku lyn jela mula2....at the end, aku demand la gaji lebih 2500, dia ckp terima kasih. aku pon cakap jela sama2...haha...
Rabu 26May pun dpt phone interview jugak...tp ni mcm best...Top Glove....QA Engineer....basic 2500...transpot allowance 240....ada allowance2 lain lagi....hmmmm.....membuat aku tamak....aku buat2 nk g interview, isnin ni...31may...wah wah sempat lg sehari before start keje g interview....
begitulah....arini pos motor g KL....next week bermula la KL bachelor life.

First interview story

Lama gile tak update blog. Last update mlm before first day intern. Konon nak update xtvt masa intern. Tp bes sgt sampai xd masa. So, lupakan jelah yg dah berlalu tu dulu buat masa ni.

Nk cite pasal interview kerja.
Aku convo 24 April aritu.

Balik KL 26. Report duty dgn pet. Balik ganu. Dok Ganu seminggu, balik KL balik for interviewSSSSS....

1st: Isnin 10May Msjd Jamek with OCBC, post sales executive. OK-OK la. Happy2...gelak2...dpt feel utk interview je.. tp basic menarik, 3000.

2nd: Selasa 11 May Shah Alam Foxboro. Sesat sampai 2 kali...dgn terlajak lg. fuh. venture. Interview was a disaster at beginning, turn out my way at the end. chances 50-50. position, from project engineer switched to technical sales engineer. fresh grad 2500.

3rd: rabu 12 May Klang Juru Rubcoil. Ape coil? Haha. office hampeh. Bos bajet bagus. gaji 1600 utk chem engr nye position. apekah. mcm la aku nk sgt. haha. kerek kan?

done for the first week.

ahad pergi jobfair kt PWTC. bawak 31 copies of resume. Balik, tggal 5 je. haha. Byk jugak aku sental.
Interesting stories:
1-speedminer - bila aku ckp aku chem engr background, dia ckp asal engineering bole try. Buat test, PASS, dpt goody (manU thing), then offered for 2nd interview. next week.
2-berjaya college university - bila aku approach, Ms Gigi mcm nk layan borak. Pastu dia tanya aku suka buat event, seeing people and bla3....dia mintak resume. position, promoter college, buat event like roadtour and such to intro the college. mcm interesting je keje ni. anything lah.

internet stories:
dpt few offer for interview, kat pasir gudang la hape la...since malas nk travel for uncertain thing, refuse the interviews.

4th: isnin 17may 10am Menara weld jalan raja chulan with ejensi cari keje Ranstadt. Position customer service. Interviewer tgk aku nye resume chem engr, dia kua cari kawan, then come back ckp dia akan panggil blk bila ada position engineer. tata. haha.

before gerak g shah alam, dpt call, speedminer tu nk interview, damansara, rabu.

5th:isnin 17may 430pm shah alam. Goodyear. Good to hear. position customer service. SUCCESS. mcm confirm dpt. tp gaji xtau.

balik. otw pegi td kena ujan sket tp x basah by the time sampai, balik, sembunyi kt midval dulu. ujan woo...

bgn pagi, ada call dr goodyear. start this monday. 8am. gaji 1500...hmmm...

6th:selasa 18may 230pm lrt tmn bahagia. agent keje gak, CrestForce. she hesitate nk bg post customer service bcos of my background. tp aku buat2 confiden mcm nk sgt, dia bg gak. dgn Jetstar woo....esok interview dgn jetstar. pg.

7th: rabu 19may. 9am. PJ. decide x pergi. malas dh dgn customer service position ni. walau pun this one offer gaji 1800, naik 2000 after 2months. i hope this is a right decision.

online. got call from Nalco. Application engineer. base Port Dickson. gaji mcm x sampai 2500. phone interview, I consider a SUCCESS too. mcm confirm dpt jugak.... hopefully dia bg jawapan cpt. aku tgh pening nk consider nk accept yg goodyear tu ke x.. this is 8th interview then.

9th: rabu 19may, damansara. 2pm. programmer. hesper. decide x pergi jugak. i think enough is enough. i know i can simply get this one also. but, until when kan? so....focus!! haha.

so....tu la dia...ada lagi interview, such as dr intelek agency yg aku x pergi....yg aku tolak pun a few gak. lupa lah...
btw....
hopefully by 13th interview, I get one lucky strike lah. haha.

may I update more soon. :)

Night to 1st Day Office

Haha.
6 hours to go. I will report for my first day of intern. 1st day ever, entering workfield, the office. I worked before during holidays, at pasar malam. So this is a totally new thing.
Mood - anxious? A bit of excitement. Mixed with very little nervous. Driven by some courage, spirit.
Did my shopping last few days. Suppose to buy 5 shirts, 1 slacks, a pair of shoes.
Ended with 3 shirts ONLY. Will buy 2 more anytime.
Slack, skipped cause thought of using my old one.
Shoe, borrow housemate's, for this month. Will buy next month.
But, luckily that I tried my slack, my wrist stretched rupanya. The slack is 31, but my size is 32 now. Managed to buy last minute just now.
Need to do new hair cut, but salon closed just now. Damn it!! So, no new hair.

Stitched the slack, and ironed.
Ironed 1 shirt, but not satisfied.
Tied the tie, but berkedut, might need iron.
Polished the shoe.

That's it.
I'll share the first say experience tomorrow - perhaps.

2009 Wrapped

It has been like 5 months since last I wrote something here. And yea, I have been busy.

Since I left with Kelkatu, I'll start from where I left.
Kelkatu drew again after Sabah, against Machanz. Unlucky day, drew 1-1, while we had 2 penalties. I missed, and Amirul too.
Then come the shocking defeat to UFC, 1-0. My bad for that cos of the extreme team strategy changes. This is the turning point of the league fate for us.
We won against New Venture, and Trinity.
But 2 more draws, against Eagles, as well as dramatic draw in the last match against Galacticos. Mohsen scored in that match, in very last minute, from an indirect free kick...
So that's it for the football season. Kelkatu ended 5th, bhind Sabah, Eagles, Machanz and Galacticos.

Other than that, in rugby, I captained Colts instead of playing for Crocs. We lost all matches, with only 1 try, by me. So nothing to brag about it.

Studies were crazy. Too much work, what to expect when taking 112.5 credit aite? the projects and assignments were extreme. And I made few more records. With all the last minutes works, I managed to finish in shorter time compared to the seniors'. Haha. My positive way of looking at it, so I say I'm proud. Design project in less 4 days?? FYP did in between those packed day?? O well...

I took 2weeks of raya holiday. Longest I ever had. Just imagine that in the sem where I should spend the most for studies, I took the longest holiday ever within that 5 years. I call that extreme, but I like it.

The personal life is just normal. Nothing to highlight. Ups and downs, it just life. I take the as it is. I like it?? I'm not sure. I think I prefer to describe it as I have no feelings. So, whatever~~.

So, come the end of the semester, I stayed in Miri. Watching (and sending) frens go back. Reason of staying is to start internship as sson as possible, with objective to finish ASAP too, so that I can grad on time. So, came 9th dec, result is released. The first time I had result released while I'm in Miri was in 2005, 1st year. So, I call it, we finish how we start. Few comrades managed to accomplish this journey, namely Syabil, Safiq and the batch.... Sedut is almost there, just another 2hours-exam, and hopefullly he'll join the list, amin.

So, about the intern, I got the confirmation, I'll start 4th Jan. Not the time I expect, cos it's late, but what to do. SKO decided it that way, for Sedut's reason. Dammnit!!! But nevermind. I take this personally, so I take my personal life as it is. Just take it. So yea. Carry on...

Bye bye 2009. I'm not sure if there is something to remember in future about this year. But no matter what, it is over.

Welcome 2010. More challenge of course. We should never life to get easier. Trust me on this. Forget all the myth!!

I Quitted Quitting Gossip Girl

Wahahaa...this might sounds funny, but yea, after around 12hours, I actually started watching episode 16. So the dcision made was reconsidered. And I finished the season 1, alive. So nothing wrong with that I guess. I hope I won't be updating this blog with more Gossip Girl thing anymore after this cause I found it too normal already. We don't write a story about a normal thing aite?? so season 2 is next.

A bit of life update than just the GG marathon.
Had refined the CFC situation, with new committee taking charge - actually combination of some experienced faces. Read CFC blog for this.
Dinesh came for 4 days to settle everything up, he's leaving Curtin for good. Will continue his study in KL. So all the best Cha! Had the farewell dinner also, and surprisingly Dinesh came up with a meanningful farewell speech, his side that I never noticed before. Good one!
Design project is out, gotta deal with some wastewater thing. Hope my group and me can co-op well about this.
FYP also started pressing, and i don't really know what to expect just yet. Meeting the lovely Ms Tan tomoro. haha.
My football is getting in place. Other sports are also taking charge around campus. Rugby. Basketball. Volleyball??

What else? haha, of course I dont write about everything. Private life is private then. Daa...

Gorgiena Made Me Quit Gossip Girl at Episode 15

Sounds funny? But that's the reality. Haha.
The story starts last year when I accidentally watched an episode of it when Mea was watching it, at Azfar's. I am not really sure which one, but after watched from 1 to 15, it should be one of that. Haha. So I kinda like the story, I wanted to watch it full, from zero opisode till the end.
Only now I had the chance to do that, and thanks to Mea + Wan for borrowing the laptop.
I watched it, understand everything from early..... Liked it... Up to episode 13, which I think it is all good despite all the complicatedness. Humm...
But not when this badass girl Gorgiena turn up in the story(ep14), that changed the whole scenario of the 'transformed' Serena. So, I decided to quit it at Episode 15. Dont wanna know what's next anymore. And I guess it is a good timing, because class and work started for me.
Bye bye Gossip Girl XOXO haha!!

Adidas Super Sala VIII

(This is not my picture, but this is exactly the shoe I am talking about)

Adidas as one of the most decorated shoe brand in the world of sport, has introduced a series of indoor shoe for futsal shoes in 2003, called Adidas Sala. As it is for futsal, the indoor football with style, Sala accomplishes all the needs.
The shape is exactly for football, with all the angles right for kicking, controlling, dribbling and for the most important of it - shooting. It is also right for the beautiful style of football as it has nothing wrong to be worn as casual shoe outside the turf.

To be exact, I had just bought the latest series of this Adidas shoe, Super Sala VIII which means this is their 8th generation of production. It is also important to know that the 8th Sala generation, has cousins themself. One is this Super Sala that we are talking about, and the other one is the one named Top Sala. The main noticable difference is that Super Sala has more fabric portion at the front side of the shoe, while Top Sala has more hard coated side in front.
For Super Sala, they have in production in various colors including white-orange, blue-white, black-pinkish red, orange tones, reds, white-yellow, white-baby blue, and the one I got is gray-green. Wanted to put the picture of it from all angle, but sadly my phone(aka camera) is having big problem. So, I can't get the picture. And surprisingly there is no picture of it anywhere online. The closest I can get is Super Sala VII- the 7th generation.

So basicly, this is the color of my shoe, but the design is the Super Sala VIII (like the blue or orange below).

Actually, I wanted to get the shoe which is blue-blue, seen online. But, I don't think it is anywhere in Malaysia market.
The nearest was this blue-white shoe, and it is available here in Miri.

But, somehow, my FIT size for playing purpose is not available here, in this color. I can wear from 6.5 to 8 UK size. But, for playing purpose, it got to be fit and tight, so 6.5 is perfect Adidas size for me. So, I had to again skip this color option. So, in Miri only left with 2 more colors which are the black, and the grey.

I actually saw the orange back in Peninsular, but it is too shiny. And for the blue, I didn't really mind to not have them because my previous futsal shoe - Adidas F30 was blue btw.



Top Sala

Friday 17

Sape kata Friday 13 is a bad day? I totally against that.
Why? Sebab, friday is a good day, penghulu segala hari. And number 13 is a good number. Sebab rukun solat pun13, yg setiap satunya mempunyai segnificant yg sgt bermakna dlm hidup manusia. Plus, memang 13 adalah nombo feveret aku.
So, sebenarnya, Friday 17 adalah hari berhantu yang sangat menyakitkan hati.
Why?
Ingat nombo brape Nani pakai? 17. Ape jadi dgn dia? x perform. ParkJiSung pakai 13, ok jer...
OK.
Real story about the bloody friday 17 is here.

Kerana supp pada friday 17, aku melalui byk tekanan.
1st, of cos aku kena balik miri seawal 16hb. Apakah. Huh.
Pastu, supp pulak mcm haram.
dan pada masa sama aku telah pun berada di posisi untuk tak dapat pergi tgk MU nye game yg aku dah beli tiket dan sebagainya.
So, bila aku dah bengang giler dgn supp aku, aku berkobar2 balik nak release tension dgn cara blk KL, tgk game, enjoy ngan member2....
So, aku cari tiket.
Dulu(last week), miri KL jumaat ptg is only 300(airasia).
But tadi(11am), dah 600+ airasia DAN MAS.
cari punya cari, Miri JB ada RM218, arini jugak. Pukul 640, sampai 835.
So, aku pun buat lah plan. Roger sana sini. Nak cari duit utk tiket dsb.
The plan is, aku g JB, 835 sampai, ambik bas, so aku sampai KL around 1 ke 3 pagi gitu...x pe...sanggup...
tiket MU? aku buka web proticket.com.my. Aku buka lelong. aku ambik no tepon yg berkenaan. Aku bid utk tiket d lelong. Nah. Semangat.
And at the same time, Mao patutnye ambik Islah kt epot around 4. So aku nak folo, beli tiket, dan stay je epot to catch the flight. Nah.
330, mao ckp tajul x sempat balik, so tajul g ambik Islah terus.
Hah? Aku masa tu dah almost siap packing(for a backpacking trip). So there goes everything. All the plan.
So I sat down, facebooking, meluahkan apa ketensionan yang terkemelampauan itu.
Tiba tiba aku semangat semula. Aku check flight Bintulu KL. Ada. Esok. pagi, agak mahal. Ptg, 228. Within the budget just now. OK!! Eh jap, flight to arrive KL 615 tomoro. Game start 530. Harapan jela. So aku pasrah lagi.
Tiba2, aku buka MU punya site, they are not going to Indonesia. They'll stay in KL longer. And match against Indonesia team might take place in KL. So aku check lg all possible travel. Hmmm... Bombing in Jakarta. Ganas seh.

Dah betul2 pasrah, aku rase nak bersukan. Msg Mao dgn Gapam. ON. Gapam dtg, bola plak xde. G ambik bola kt bilik Aju, kempis. Ape lah harini.... G cari Mao kat lab nk ambik motor nak g beli pam, Mao plak xde. Dia dah balik. Akhirnya, dpt jugak main bola. Dan stress aku pun reda 30%....not bad la...
hmmm...

so that's it up to now.
Mao ajak g movie td....tp senyap je nih...perut lapar...

Another chaos

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
But what if your plan failed. Ummm... Interesting, that is life. You can plan but God decide the rest. Face it!

Here is the plan.
16 July - go KL from terengganu by bus. (no tiket yet)
17 July - watch the training session, lepak dgn Izwan bla bla bla (tiket bought)
18 July - watch the match.(tiket bought)
19 July - Window shopping KL
20 July - go somewhere, ehem ehem...(no tket yet)
21 July - Fly miri(tiket bought)...and thats it.... PLus, i am expecting to regain the allowance for this upcoming sem, which should be the final sem, where i will take 112.5 credits - hell of workloads..

But, this is what I know I gotta to do for those said dates....
17 - supplementary for transport phenomena - in miri.
so??? I got to be in miri on 17...so the training confirmed missed!!

the problem in whole....how the hell i must be in miri on 17(actually 16) from terengganu, but need to be in KL on 17 and 18 at the same time....looks like the MU tiket burnt.....as well as the airasia tiket on 21st...plus i have to get a new flight tiket, on 16, KT to KL to Miri.

What options do I have?
1 - go on 16. Sit for the test. Forget the rest. pro, settle the study, and thats it (but not to forget there is no gerenti i'll pass it anyway, it'll just be an attemp).... con, burnt MU tiket, burnt flight tiket, extra money on 16 tiket which is already very expensive now...
2 - forget bout the test, follow original plan. Pro, all tikets in used, no waste. Con, confirm need to extend to next year, hell no!!
3 - 16 fly miri from KT. 17 morning test. 17 evening, fly back to KL. 21 go back use the bought tiket. Pro, satisfied, accomplishing all need to be done on those dates. Cons, more money out. for the 16 flight, and 17 flight. damn!!!

oh...not to forget, no matter what, i won't have allowance next sem. headache!!!!!!!!

hope?? somebody sponsor my flight tiket miri to KL on 17. Then other prob consider solved!!! hell dream on boy.......

Manchester United v Malaysia - Preview

Dengar je MU announce, aku dah check tarikh....tapi nasib baik x beli tiket awal2 sbb tukar tarikh, 18july.

Aku punye semangat....aku x kesah sangat pon pasal tgk match tu...tp yang aku paling kesah...aku nak tgk training session diorang....mesti best kan....

tp....setahu aku training tiket x tahu lah ada jual ke tak....
tp awal2 dulu (may kot), sape beli tiket match, dpt training tiket free. so aku belilah tket yg RM58 tu...suruh adik kpd member aku belikan kat Al-Ikhsan atau Nike outlet kt KL. Maklum la aku kt Miri time tu. dpt la aku both tickets.

Selalunya, frenly camni, MU tak pakai full team player pun...campur2 rojak2 try2 sana sini.

Tahukah Anda? Barthez pernah main LEFT WING lawan team Singapore suatu ketika dulu. Dia sub Diego Forlan time tu. Haha. Tapi Barthez mmg hampeh la. Beckham pun bantai gelak tgk dia nye cross, tp aku rase aku selalu tgk cross mcm tu dlm liga M. Haha.

So, Bukit Jalil, here I come. 17 and 18 July. First time nih aku TENGOK bola kat Bkt Jalil. First aku pegi dulu tgk SureHeboh 2004. Haha. Ada memori beb gi sana time tu. Tu first time aku masuk stadium tu. Aku g naik motor EX5 aku, yang lampu belakang depan dah x nyala....aku g siang, so no prob...balik, aku nyalakan lampu signal all the way....sampai sunway college. Haha

Okeh back tu MU v MY. aku harap good game. to all frens who's coming, see u in KL!! haha.

Football Night to Champions Night

Last Saturday, we had this so called Champions Night. It is a Sports Night, organised by an indipendent body, actually consists of the Student Council working together with the presidents of sports clubs in Curtin. O well.

The night went very well, up to their plan. Congratulation guys. U did it!!

It took me back to somewhere around the same time of the sem last semester, when we had Football Night. From a boring unglamourous prize giving ceremony of Curtin League at the field, PeeChe came out with this idea, to organise an event, at a proper place, together with dinner, to celebrate the winners of Curtin League.

Idea accepted. Shannon offered a hand to PeeChe. While Chris gave a huge support to them. And me? I agreed with them, but I got too occupied to directly involve. So yea, me being the president of CFC that time, delegated that CFC Nite task to them. Yes. 3 musketeers. Great musketeers that invented the event, with "My favorite team" theme. The hero, PeeChe, Shannon, Chris.

O well, that time was also the election time of Student Council. The laeding party, was opposed by some individuals. And the individual includes Ranulph running for President post. Something that did not happen before, a single (I mean individu instead of party,...haha) man, fight for that post, against a quite strongly supported party. PLus some more individual, with a strong-enough character.

And yea, by the time event is going on, they are still in campaign term, so as a club under Student Council, we shouldn't be bias to any side as it could jeopardise the club's "luck" in future. So yea, the night happened, as we imagine. To be frank, the flow was kinda scrappy, but OK. OK as in acceptably succesful. Great job to everybody that got involved, including the "disabled-MC" and his partner. Haha.

So, I remember in my speech (oh I got it recorded, and I found out later that I had too many "OK" in my speech. Haha), I did mention this one thing, suggesting to NEXT student council, whoever the president is, to try together with the clubs to organise "Sports Night" so that the similar event, could be done, in a larger scale, more people, more content.

Oh, actually even since PeeChe came out with that idea, we all already thought of Sports Night. It wasn't my idea alone. Chris wanted it too. So as Shannon.Also Jojo was there with us in most of our discussion session for CFC Nite. And we actually voiced it to the running-president Ranolph bout it (cause Ranolph is everybody's friend compare to the party's president). So, yea, my task that night in that speech was just to OFFICIALLY suggest it to EVERYONE especially to the other club leaders.

I remember Fariq was there (Rugby), Jojo(Badminton), Ranolph(Basketball) and funny enough while giving my untexted speech, I tried to read Chris mouth as he tried to tell me Volleyball and Swimming club president was also around. Lucky enough I read him, and greet their support to our event at that time also. So, that's it, I mean that's it with Football Night in 2008. A rare occasion that lead to something after that.

At the end, 30 May 2009 saw another history when the suggested Sports Night became reality. It was not under Student Council as predicted. But the council president himself gather all the clubs leaders, and get the committee together, successfully there.

Pingpong, football, rugby, swimming, volleyball, basketball, badminton (that's all i can remember) were all there. Cricket was missing. Frisbee(is it even a sport?) not there too. BUt yea, it was huge enough. Impressive!!

And I got goosebump when I heard Ranolph speech that nite. When he stepped up, I remember I was there, same place last time. But hearing his speech, telling everybody about the nite, and heard my own name mentioned as part of the OLD history of it, was really something special. Maybe not everybody in the crowd knows me. Only those who play rugby and football knows who is Tompoq. Pingpong, swimming, badminton, volleyball, basketball, I doubt they know Tompoq. But yea. Who cares aite?

It is not that people know and remember you that matters. It is you, doing something that has impact on things, that could be more satisfying. The feeling is a lot better than getting all the attentions. It is just the deep feeling inside your heart, and you'll just express it by a really meaningful smile, that maybe ONLY you know what is it. And maybe some people that was there along the way. They'll understand what its like.

And yea. It was a happy ending for me. Really. And that should go to thank PeeChe, Shannon and Chris for making Football Night last year a reality. Really. Without that spark, there won't be this Sports Night. You guys are meant to be part of this great history, and may this event held every semester to celebrate all the clubs activities through out the semester with this memorable way.

Congratulation!

My Champions League Script

EUFA Champions League this time had gone perfectly to my script.

So for the final, I'll revela the script, and let see those stars in the final will follow it or do their own storyline.

O well...

The game will be balance. Entertaining. Attacking game. Lots of chances. But goalkeepers both on form. Miraculous saves.

Messi being wonderful, proving that he'll win the FIFA World Player of the Year 2009. Giggs showing his magic. Ronaldo? Too much dive and being such a cry baby-as usual.

The whole United squad play brilliant. Barcelona only rely on Messi. But yet Barcelona always ahead in term of goal, but just for United to equal it. Probabyly Messi will get a hat-trick? And Henry won't score. Giggs or Scholes get 1 for United. Rooney or Berbatov will also get one.

Scoring, I don't write on goal number. But, it'll be either a draw up to 90 minutes, or Barcelona lead by 1 goal up to 88 minutes. 1-1. 2-2. 3-3. 4-4. Or Barca 1-0. 2-1. 3-2. The stars can choose their own number for this. Haha.

Oh, so how it gonna end. Macheda will come in. At his own city, Rome. He gonna make his golden touch on the ball. And save the title for United.

Man of the Match. Messi. or Giggs. or Van der Saar.

Is this gonna happen? I say yes. Why? Remember the Chelsea knock-out. It gone just as planned. The final minute goal. It was in the script just for the star to act it right.

Final line in the script, United win Champions League- again.
But forget Ronaldo, because Messi win FIFA Player of the Year.

Miri May Madness Month (4M)

I'm dead.
Crazy may.
from the beginning, everything is flowing in. Assignmentsssss X 999999999 + sport carnival + football week + league games + rugby.....actually a lot more... I wish I can do them all. This year I skipped Miri Jazz Fest...damn...been there 3 years in a row....and internet down for 2 weeks....arghh...
In the end.....seems like there is no end....

Kelkatu vs D Eagles

D Eagles made the appeal, and appeal approved. But of cos there is trade-off for them.. 3point deducted, + RM50 fine.

So, they play us with the need to win.
Let's simplify it.

Machanz already secured 1st(19points).
Trinity will definitely get 12points.
Now Eagles has 6 and Kelkatu have 7.
So for us,
win=2nd
draw=3rd
lose=4th or 5th

Eagles need to win to get to top 3.

we don't have
Cendol - suspended
sayyaf - KL
Mohsen - came late + knee injury
Safiq - field trip - late
Mamat - suddenly got some meeting.

So, we play. 1st 11.

Mau striker. Yes. But Eagle scored 1st. Change plan. Mau wing, Salim striker.
1st half 1-0 down.

2nd half, players start coming.
we equlised. we lead. But last minute, after Gala came off to go church, Eagles attack past the off-side trap, and equalised. HUH!!! Lots of complicated position adjustment in 2nd half.
Fariq did well on left wing today.

Anyway it was hell of a game. More like a battle field anyway. Awesome performance from the boys. Congrats tho!!

Yea. So ended 2-2. We are 3rd, almost confirm.
MOTM - Koyot. Yes he deserved it. But the whole Kelkaltuans did extremely well.


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